Sometimes I feel like giving up.
Sometimes I just want to jump in a hole and cover myself up! Satan has a way to make me feel worthless. It’s not always easy to fight 24/7. Sometimes I feel like giving up.
The only way I can verbally explain most of my life is, it has been a balancing act. I had to stay in survival mode growing up and now as an adult I struggle with Lupus surviving.
Satan knows all of those negative things that I have fought against, and he knows how to use the past to put doubt in my mind.
Lupus may be the biggest fight in my life. Lupus carries a fear in itself, and I can’t get away from it.
We all have our own personal struggles, and we all have our own past situations that we struggle with. So, what do we do?
I literally have to run back and forth to Jesus daily, sometimes every hour. That’s my only relief. He is all I have.