This morning, I was listening and singing to one of my new favorite songs that I have recently found, “My God is Bigger”, written by Matt Fawcett. The chorus goes like this:
My God is bigger, than the stars in the sky
My God is bigger, than the question why
My God is bigger, than the saltiest sea
My God is big, enough to love me.
As I was singing this song I realized that if I truly believe that God is bigger than anything that I face, then what do I have to worry about? I have been facing some pretty extensive things with my health and now I am having to take chemo therapy for my Lupus. If that were not enough, I have some extensive things going on with my family. Some days I don’t know what to expect, and I don’t how things are going to work out. I asked myself this morning, how much more can I take? God told me, it’s not for you to take on and to give it all to him.
So, no matter what I am facing today, or in the coming weeks I am going to give it to him. He is bigger than any problem that I may face, bigger than anything I can imagine in my mind.
Today, I am casting all my imaginations down, I’m not going to allow myself to dwell on the negative, the illness, the problems. Since God is bigger, I’m going to give it to God and let go of everything that keeps me from seeing Him move. I am going to choose not to be too anxious or worry about what I can’t change any way.